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  • How I see it … message to a motorist

    In Auckland, many motorists are going from A to B at any time. Many drivers are conscientious and drive with care and consideration for other road users; however, some do not. First, I will describe a situation I found myself in today with my guide dog Sienna and then reiterate the message I would like to give those who do not have situational awareness while driving.

    After leaving work early with the intention to work from home after my monitor shorted and would no longer work with IT, removing it for repair, I began my walk home. Sienna, my guide dog and I were on our second walk without the guide dog instructor present. Earlier that morning, we had a fantastic walk to work with no mishaps along the way.

    Sienna and I at work on Tuesday with our Guide Dog Instructor.

    One of the things I have noticed about Sienna is that she is a very social dog. For example, last week, she dragged the small table she was tethered to towards the door of my office so that she could interact with the passers-by while I was teaching or in online meetings; I noticed pretty late in her escapade after people had stopped to talk with her. Similarly, when she knows we are heading home, she tends to go slower as if to say, “do we have to go home” and wants to interact with people on the way home. I want to let it be known that she gets plenty of time to play and socialise with others and I am told that this is quite common for new guide dogs to want to be out.

    As soon as we crossed a road near work, Sienna figured out we were going home and decided to go very slowly. She did everything right; it was just at about 1/4 of her usual speed when working. To give you context, I can walk home in about 25 – 30 minutes and it took me about 90 minutes today; I tried all of the usual tricks to get her to speed up and ended up stopping along the way to get a drink for me and give her some time out. This worked perfectly and she walked along at average speed and happily until we got to the next set of traffic lights.

    One of Sienna’s favourite things is targeting or finding the correct traffic light signal to cross the road. We did this perfectly and waited for the signal indicating it was safe to cross. I was still giving her a treat for finding the correct traffic light pole when the signal beeped and vibrated, so we were a few seconds late taking off to cross. However, the signal was still beeping, and cars stopped, meaning it was still safe to cross.

    The road we were crossing had two lanes going in each direction and a middle lane for traffic turning right, so we crossed five lanes of traffic. When the way was clear and the signal was beeping, we started to cross. After crossing one and a half lanes, a car ran the red light opposite us, going around 50km per hour in the lane we were crossing. The intersection was on my right and noisy, so I could not see it or fully hear approaching the traffic over idling cars and the beeping traffic signals, so I didn’t notice the car coming.

    Sienna stopped when she heard the car (as she is trained to do), I asked her to go forward to try and get out of the lane, and she hesitated and the car swerved and went behind us, driving away at speed.

    Sienna and I continued to cross the road reaching the other side safely but a little shaken. The lights then changed and other cars stopped at the lights pulled away. We sat for a while on the other side of the road and then continued on our way home.

    Only having 10 degrees of vision left, I could see that the car pulling that ran the red light was a white station wagon and was probably in an early 1990s shape, but I couldn’t pick up any more detail. I will not make any assumptions about the driver or reason for running a red light. Still, all drivers need to maintain situational awareness to be safe in charge of a vehicle. With this in mind, I have no way of ever finding this driver. Still, the message I would like to give them is to be aware of the situation (including red traffic lights and pedestrians) and consider other road users’ safety.

    Sienna and I continued our walk home and she was going slowly, with none of her usual tail wags and being extremely cautious when guiding me. We continued at her pace to find the footpath entirely blocked by a construction gate and pallets and no people to be seen anywhere. I asked Sienna to find a way around, but the only options were stepping out into the road (there was room) or going back to the traffic lights to cross where the car ran the red light. Sienna was unwilling to step onto the road and not keen to go back to the previous intersection.

    Sienna in front of a cofusing foopath obsticle. today on our walk home.

    The only way I could then get past this obstruction was to move a road cone that was in burried knee high grass to get her through. After this, she stopped every 20 meters or so, and would move along when encouraged but it was tough going. Eventually, I stopped, took off her harness and let her sniff around for a while. I attempted to walk home with her on the lead with my white cane but she was into everyones garden, grass and sniffing so I only walked about 10 meters off harness and just with her lead.

    Luckily this did the trick and I was able to get her harness back on and she walked home slowely in harness. She was cautious but by the time we got in the front door there were some tail wags. After some play, food and a peanut butter kong Sienna is now asleep and I hope that she is happy enough to guide me tomorrow after what happened today.

    I am hoping that this story is informative to others and if by any mircale that it reaches the particular driver of the white station wagon or others that loose their situational awareness while driving that it shows the impact that their actions can have on other road users giving them insight to change their habbits before more serious harm than a somewhat traumatised guide dog and handler on their first solo walk home is caused.

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  • How I see it … training with Sienna

    Meet Sienna, the new addition to my family; she is a Guide Dog who is 3/4 Labrador and 1/4 Golden Retriever and is 20 months old. I will preface this narrative by saying I have never had a dog before; my family are primarily cat enslaved people, so this post covers my learning about dogs and guide dogs.

    Your food please mum – Sienna

    Sienna arrived the evening before training started. Like any new parent of a first child (in this case, a dog parent), I was nervous, apprehensive, and a little like a helicopter parent. I knew that Sienna had cost around $175,000 to train and in the back of my mind, I wondered if I was the most worthy recipient of her as most of the cost of training her was funded by public donations.

    To give a little context, my parents lived during the depression after World War II in England and have conditioned me to question need versus want. One of my childhood memories is constantly being told that someone worse off than me might need something first or more urgently, and this has meant that even now, I usually consider the needs of others above my own.

    It took me some time to work through the above train of thought, and I concluded that I have a degenerative eye condition that will worsen. Although I have pretty good visual acuity now (not enough to drive), I have monocular vision and the part of my sighted eye that I can see from it is restricted to 10 degrees instead of the usual visual field is approximately 180 degrees for people with “normal vision”.

    The week before Sienna arrived, I told my mother about being matched with Sienna, her reaction was to ask me if I was sure I “really needed a guide dog?” While this comment came from a place of caring and compassion, it made me re-question my own need.

    Because of this, one of the first conversations I had with my Guide Dog Mobility Instructor (GDMI) was about the matching process and criteria for guide dog handlers. She reassured me that the selection process was related to eye conditions, measurements, functional needs, and lifestyle, which helped me work through the worthiness question again.

    Here is my logic: I have been a full-time long cane user for several years now and rely on tactile feedback to judge distance and changes in the pavement in front of me. I go through cane tips at about $39.99 per month and was labelled a heavy cane user. With this much reliance on a cane, a Guide Dog could assist. Secondly, companionship has been almost 20 years since my husband passed away now, and the companionship of a dog opens up a whole new lifestyle as a dog owner. Thirdly, getting around and retaining my job is essential and a guide dog can streamline this process.

    Fast forward to almost two weeks of training. By training, what I mean is that I have had training as Sienna graduated her training about 3-4 weeks ago.

    Here are some of my thoughts and some things that have surprised me:

    I don’t miss my white cane at all. During the first couple of walks, I missed the tactile feedback my cane provided because I relied on my interpretation of feedback from my cane to find and maneuver around objects.

    However, when I walked with Sienna, I realised the constant cognitive load and shoulder pain that navigating with a cane caused me and the relief of not having that mental processing while travelling gave me. I have since found myself relaxing while walking as I have learned to trust Sienna more and more. To put this simply, avoiding obstacles (Guide Dog travel) instead of finding and navigating around obstacles (cane travel) is a breath of fresh air.

    Having Sienna has reminded me of a few things as well. For example, what it means to play (albeit with dog toys) and the joy this brings. Similarly, waking up in the morning to someone pleased to see you is amazing, and it was something I had forgotten. For example, I get bought all of the dog toys and the excitement and exuberance she shares at seeing me in the morning is infectious and makes me start my day feeling less stressed and more ready for the challenges ahead.

    I will post again later in the week after the final two days of full-on training with Sienna.

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  • How I see it … scary and exciting all at once

    I have been keeping this relatively quiet, but now we are less than 24 hours away from reality, it is time to share.

    I wrote the below Facebook post on the 14th of March 2022 after being able to have a short walk with a guide dog. For those who use a screen reader, the quote below is what the photo of the post says:

    Today at lunch I got a short walk with a guide dog in harness (called Sienna). She is still in training but I got a taste of what it will be like. It made my day after a rather rough week and the fact that she curled up and went to sleep on my feet while we had a chat was awesome.

    I learned a couple of interesting things, just how much I use tactile feedback from my cane and how much I think I am a dog person in disguise after cuddles – don’t tell the cats.

    Now I keep waiting for matching – wish me luck it could be anything from 1-6 years!

    Darn it I should have taken a photo!

    The morning after this, I received a phone call asking if I would “take” Sienna. It took me a few repeats of the same question to twig that I had matched with her. The thing that surprised me the most was I had thought the visit of the instructor (GDMI) was in response to a phone call I made about a month prior due to a change in my vision (less visual field than when I went on the list) and the continual construction and moving fences at my work and not to match me with a dog.

    The GDMI who visited and I had been playing phone or appointment tag for a while and it didn’t even register when the GDMI said I am bringing a cadet instructor with me thwt this would mean bringing two dogs. In fact there was no mention of dogs at all, but in hindsight, instructors usually travel to appointments with a trainee guide dog in toe. The difference was that in the past, the dogs have stayed in the car. I was surprised that the cadet instructor also bought a dog and we were taking his trainee guide dog with us for a chat.

    It wasn’t until after receiving the phone call the following day that I thought it was strange that the cadet instructor had travelled to see me on the North Shore from South Auckland and had to travel back while the original GDMI worked on the North Shore stayed here.

    When I received the call I had been on the list for matching for about 18 months and expected to be on the list for some time more as the average was over three years the last time I had Investigated. Since the call I have been both excited but also scared. I reverted to thinking that because I do have some sight that I am not blind enough for a guide dog.

    I forgot to remember the many conversations I have had about the extent of my field loss (currently 10 degrees instead of the usual around 180 degrees). However, I also get told a lot that I don’t look or act blind – see my previous post about this. I didn’t realise that I had put more weight on societal views of not looking or acting blind than in discussions with professionals. After some thought, it sunk in that I needed mobility assistance more than I had first thought and perhaps this was because I usually don’t notice small incremental changes to my vision and what I have seems “normal” to me.

    I have been trying to figure out why I am so nervous and scared of getting a dog, along with the excitement. I think this is multifaceted.

    Getting around independtly is very important to me as my vision has deteriorated this has become more challenging and I had to relearn skills such as crossing a road again. I had been confident with using a white cane for some time and I guess that part of my fear is that I will be somewhat starting the journey of learning to get around independently again while having a sentient mobility aid/companion as opposed to a “stick”. For example, a guide dog can decrease some of the cognitive load associated with travelling with a cane by providing Obsticle avoidance rather than obstacle detection and sswitching from cane to a dog means I am losing the tactile feedback that a cane gives me. In other words it has taken some time for me to trust my cane and decision making now I need to keen to trust a dog.

    I have never lived with a dog and currently have two cats. One of them is very upset when another animal approaches his human and tends to chase them away and out of the house. Having a dog in my household will be very different, cats are fairly independant, while a dog is more dependant in many respects and learning a new personality, manageing a dog and learning a new mobility texhnique is a lot in a short time.

    I suppose, in a nutshell, I could say I am afraid of change yet I want the difference that working with a guide dog will bring and it is the stage in between these that is the scary part.

    I think I will finish this post here as I have a full day of work tomorrow and I need to welcome my new companion as well. I hope to continue to blog my journey through training and working with Sienna. However, I will need to check the appropriateness of blogging as a form of documenting our journey as Sienna is not owned by me nd there are contractual agreements I need to uphold while I am her guardian.

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